19 April 2010
3:19 am
Physical and Mental Torture?

It sums up what i'm going through now.
Its 3.15am and in 6 hours time i will be in school.
You might i'm crazy over school re-open but WRONG!

My whole week was an roller-coaster ride.
From lowest point, i had fever.
It was just 1 day away from the 3 CAAS exams paper and killed the mood to study. To make thing worse, somehow my back sores even worst when having fever. The bed like have electrical wire, zapping my back throughout the few night to the extend I wake up finding myself in tears.

Plain torture as I have to really concentrate on studying.

'Human factor' being the first paper the easiest of all
'Air Law' & 'Basic Aerodynamic' the paper was on same day: revising for them with my body condition make me feel like a zombie.

Felt very zombie-ifed when going to aiki chalet.I was drained out and felt like i lost my soul.
To my committee you guys have worked your hearts out. Good to have arguement now.

The fever seems to flared up my lower back even till now there's this tiny pulse of electric waves running down from my back to left leg.

That probably what I have to go through for the consequences of not listening to the chinese physician advise and listening to my own body.
He said continue to go on like this, for coming years not need to wait for old, i will crying in pain when lifting up my leg to wear shorts.

I felt total souless when he told me that.
My parents had long disapprove of me of continuing martial arts when my back injury was discovered. Although verbally not said, but can feel.
One of my uncle last time young taekwondo until now the leg also will in pain.

Right now i do feel dishearted.
Seriously, this time i have screwed up my back. Or f%#ked up said by Hamzah =c


My High point.
After the CAAS exam is over, went out with my classmate to prepare Samuel's 18 birthday.
Play crazy forfeited game of drinking 1 bottle of water(0.5L) from 5.5L o.o
Got no time to upload onto facebook.
Class u901 is the bunch of people that will alway keep quiet in class, even lecturers have to say cold jokes or anything to make us make some noise. But when we play, we sure play like nobody business =D taupok lecturers was the best part of poly life!

Same old typical 9am to 6pm timetable.
I cant wait for sem 2.2 for LTT!!!!!!!!!!

Secondary school buddies outing was another spirit lift-er.
I totally feel at ease with them, cause nothing beats more than 5years in secondary school bond.
The same old 9 of us. Sing K, talk cock sing song, out till the wee nights.
Now crazy about SNSD, to the point of buying ticket if they got concert in SG.
Too bad xiao hai didn't went K. he's responsible for my snsd craze :)
As normal,sing chinese songs then now add in snsd, wwoohoo
When all of us singing SNSD songs it was damn hilarious, we hear ourselves all the deep deep voices when singing 'Oh!', 'Gee', 'Genie'.
LOL they keep laughing when i tried Taeyeon's part. hahahaha
Dinner time, came Andy with his BOTAK HEAD!!!
Keep disturb him with any opportunity, say he just got release, say he's a monk from shaolin, a shifu for chanting, luohan fish, anything to annoy him.
By the time the rest of us go NS and botak he will be the only one with hair :D
Time files when meeting with them its always during the holidays, so its every 7-8weeks a meeting.
Hope next time can go do part time job with them, sigh my this holiday always so busy >.<

Okay back to reality.
First of all I've to stop training le. for the sake of not crying when wearing pants in future.
To the freshies (if they read this)

Training is really stress-reliving, fun and also get to learn this wonderful Martial art that focus the Way of Harmony instead of force against force.
I have enjoyed these 1 year of Aikido training and i hope you guys will do.
If you guys have injuries, PLEASE don't act Hero, listen to your body.

Right now i have to seek treatment.


For the future, i just take thing as it strides, day by day.
How i wish this year quickly ends.